FWIW - As the trip gets closer and you start to wonder how much you may or may not enjoy the experience - I think a good reminder is to try to always view what you are doing THROUGH the eyes of your children. That approach really helped me relax and be present on my trip to the grand canyon. Disney won't always be fun for you, but for your kids it will be like an unbelievable experience - plus you will enjoy it alot more if you choose to see everything through their vantage point, does that make sense? Have fun!
When that perspective started to click in my brain leading up to the trip, it took a ton of pressure off of me to go try and enjoy everything as if the trip was somehow about me, it wasn't. And I ended up enjoying the trip alot more I believe because I got to share in their excitement. All of it was new for them and an exciting adventure for them.
